...ya fuck that. I'm not that big of sentimental unless you've been inside me.
My heart that is
I can't believe that soon im going to hit my 8 year sober mark.
a drug free mo is a happy mo.
2006 was a train wreck of a year for me, I was lucky to get a slap in the face from my conscience and turn shit around. I, however after the sudden decision to better myself burned MANY MANY bridges with alot of things and people.
My hometown, My friends, My abusive ex boyfriend, my work, etc. etc.
so the reprecussions hurt a little bit and it affected long till 2012 when the final bridge was taken down.
a clean slate mo is a happy mo
2013 & 2014 had become my build years as finally my life had started anew, like I was a born again mo
a born again mo is a happy mo
Now im happily soon going to celebrate my 2 year anniversary with the worlds sweetest guy
a sexually satisfied mo is ALWAYS a happy mo.
So my two cents....
if you think you have it rough with whatever it may be....be it addictions, relationships, snakes in your motherfucking planes, just know....
Nothing in this world worth having comes easy
there is ALWAYS a light at the end of the tunnel.
Unless you cross me, I will have cemented the tunnel and there would be a spot light on the wall of the tunnel, only for you to crash.
Now as far as my attitude....well....It's still ongoing but granted im more sweet than anything now so there has been a change and you all know that.
I love all of you from the bottom of my heart.
I know you may think I don't post much. But then again i've always been rather ethereal. But always know you have an angel watching over you on dA.
& Still here, my niggas