I've never been good at journals and spilling things out because I'm minimal like that.
That is all.
ok just kidding.
I recently went to my childhood hometown to visit an old friend for a day (one day is enough for me to be there) and she told me how much I've changed and how happy I look. By way of attitude, approach, and the way I have a smile on my face. She tells me that it looks like life has finally been great to me.
and shes right.
I've never been more happy and at peace. A slate wiped completley clean from my dark past.
That being said. I don't ever think I can put in my time here on dA like I used to. I don't know, its just weird still hanging around in the forums. Back then I was compelled to respond to every single thread. Now I find myself just not even bothering.
It got old and I've kind of moved on, real life is my forum now.
This is not a goodbye or anything, I don't think I can ever leave this place with such great art I've seen over the years and more to come. I'm just saying my forum days are just meh.
I love my life too much to be a keyboard cowgirl as my outlet now. 12 years since joining goes a long way for someone whos been through it all.